For
the record, I have yet to decorate for Fall.
I have to be in the mood, temperature wise that is. It’s been so warm and humid here, just two
days ago it felt like 100F degrees. But
I fret not, crisp cool air is on its way
this weekend so I can now pull out my pumpkin scented candles and harvest decor. This weekend’s low will be in the high 40’s
(eeeeeek! I’m so excited) and guess what I’ll be doing as I listen to college football?
In
just a few weeks, another event will take place. The season will change to Autumn and we will witness the Almighty’s hand in
action. Vibrant oranges, reds, yellows,
purples, and even browns will come to life on all the trees throughout the
country. One of my most favorite times
of the year.
Have
you ever wondered what leaves have to go through to finally be turned into a beautiful vibrant
color? As leaves having to go through
the process of change and as we get older
we realize, our lives also go through a process of change. Which is where I am in my life today. Nothing confirmed it more than this morning’s
devotional from Lisa Allen at www.proverbs31.org ministry.
Today’s devotional is titled, “When Change is Hard”. This last year and a half, it seemed that my
life was starting to change and get very hard.
It started crumbling one event after another. A new boss...again, the Derecho of 2012, a loved one’s
marriage falling apart, broken relationships, my elderly mother-in-law who had
been living with us was admitted to the
hospital and then to rehab center for
two months, where it seems that hubby and I spent every waking moment. Six months later she’s back in the hospital
and passed away soon after. A few months
later, because of some changes in my position at work, they wanted to go in a
different direction, hence unemployment. A few weeks later I’m hearing these words
from my doctor, “anxiety/depression/stress, high cholesterol, diet and exercise”.
“God!
what is going on with me?! What am I doing
wrong??” Maybe I hadn’t been
faithful enough to Him. Maybe I haven’t been having my
devotions, tithing or praying like I
should. Perhaps I didn’t confess this
sin or that sin. With so much going on, it took a toll on me and I started waking up every morning feeling blue, anxious and physically sick. But then I think, when a leaf goes through it’s
changes to become this majestic glorious color in the Fall, does it complain? Does it fight and resist? Does it sit back and have a “woe is me
attitude”? Amazingly, not! I’m not familiar with the exact science a
leaf goes through, but I do know that
the leaf begins during the dormant frigid cold, then there’s a small bud at the end that cold winter, it
has to have plenty of rain showers in
the spring, plenty of heat from the scorching sun and plenty of
thunderstorms and rain in the summer and finally, plenty of chilly nights awarded
with glorious days in the fall.
In
some ways, I’m glad I am not a leaf but perhaps it’s an example God uses to
encourage us and to show us that our lives are similar. We will have seasons of dormant cold winters,
spring showers, scorching hot (and humid) summers, and then in fall something
wonderful seems to happen. With the
chilly nights and long awaited beautiful days, this once green leaf turns into
a vibrant purple-ee, yellow color that we humans can only sit back in awe or
take out our iPhones and snap gazillion pictures of the same tree we’ve been
taking pictures of for the past 20 years.
To
quote Lisa Allen in today’s devotional, this is where I was encouraged:
Perhaps you are facing a season of change and would be
encouraged by some "reframing" and a fresh perspective. Ecclesiastes 3:11 says
God has made everything beautiful "for its own
time." God has designed our
lives into beautiful seasons, but there is a time limit on each one. Some
seasons are wide-open doors for our passions and calling … and some seasons are
closed doors when God asks us to grow spiritually, professionally,
relationally, or maybe emotionally.
In this
season of transition I am now starting to “get” the picture. God has great plans for me. How can I ever not trust Him when He has
always provided for me and my family, overly and abundantly.
There’s no reason for Him to let me down now, that’s not the kind of God
he is. I have stopped asking why. I have stopped moping around. I don’t feel stressed or depressed. I am almost a week into “healthy eating” and
it really hasn’t been all that bad.
Only
God knows though whether I am finally ready for those glorious colorful days. I just have to continue to trust Him knowing
that He’s working on me at this moment. He
hasn’t given up on me no matter how many times I asked why and I will then be rewarded whether it’s tomorrow, next
month or next year. All I know is that my new season of vibrant, glorious, rich colors is coming.
So
yes, when it’s your turn to go through your season of change and when it hurts,
trust Him. He has some glorious,
vibrant, colorful days ahead, waiting just for you.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. Ecclesiastes 3:11a
P.S. I think I'll go pull out my Fall stuff and start decorating. I'm all of the sudden in the mood!!
Savor your weekend friends!